The first week of classes is almost over. I have FNR 251 at 2:30 and then I am finished until Monday. Thank goodness dance practice started up this week. It helps keep me from overwhelming myself in school work and never taking a break. I don't want to be back here but I really have no choice. You can't survive in this world without a college degree. Lucky me. Something keeps bugging me. Ever since I went home for Christmas Break, it feels like everyone is pointing at me. They are telling me to get back into the dating game. I don't know why. I've got plenty of responsibility on my shoulders right now. I know relationships can help lighten stress but then they also add to it. "Let in the bad with the good." A lot of people say that to me. It does get you thinking, but when you're like me you just don't want to hear it. Maybe something will change and fate may throw someone at me. If that happens, then we'll see what I do next. Right now, I just want to be able to enjoy my young adult life before I miss out on it. Of course, when my friend moves home and I'm around her, the family, and some friends from school, all the cautiousness in the world won't stop them from getting me back into the game. Well, I do have one thing working for me in that time. I'll be working all week long at the beach this summer so we'll just have to wait out this weird game. Anyways, that's it. I need to get ready for class.