Since Friday of last week something has been wrong with my back. We don't know what it is yet either. The pain started at work that evening, and hasn't let up. It's moving up my spine slowly and now has a spot in lower and upper spinal cord. Mom is calling my doctor to get me in soon. I spent last night icing the main spot down and using my dad's back massager with heat twice. Plus I took aspirin every three and a half hours. Nothing has gotten better and sometimes it just hurts to breathe. Matt did try to massage it away, but that didn't help either. I think him for it of course. Oh well, I gues we'll just have to wait and see. Went to Purdue last Saturday and I'm one of the 66 kids left of the picking process out of 162 applicants to the vet tech program. I have deadlines for scholarships coming up and I need an acceptance letter asap. I don't know if I'll make it. I listen to my instincts a lot now and I hear myself telling me that I won't when everyone else is saying I will. I'm not sure, maybe I will and maybe I won't -Kat- Why must we all conceal What we think How we feel? Must there be A secret me I'm forced to hide?