I got online last night only to find my two friends actually talking to each other once more. When did it happen? I feel like I've just been left in the dust. Why wouldn't one of them at least tell me that they were communicating? Was it just a fluke or will it happen again? Will I ever know what caused Sky to break and talk with Kay again? I don't know, and I really wish I did. I just hate being left behind. Everything is so upside down right now that I feel like I'm going ot break in mulitple pieces. My migraine from last night passed, but now I'm confused big time. I guess I should've known something would happen while I was gone. I am never around much and a lot happens. I don't regret what I do with my time, but how I hate it when my friends don't tell me stuff and I find later. It kinda makes me think they aren't close at all to me anymore, but I know that can't be true. If it was, Kay wouldn't be confiding in me and asking if she should come back home. But then again, what about me? I read her entry and saw what she said about Sky. I mean I'm glad and all, but is he actually more close to her than me? I know it sounds selfish, but I don't understand. For a while now it had just been her and me again. Now everything is messed up. -Kat- Awake, Yet never truly alive, I seek valuation Beyond reality.