I called up a friend tonight I haven't spoken with for 2 weeks. I thought it'd be a good and helpful conversation. Instead I was blown off, even if they didn't realize it. People might think I'm overreacting but I don't care. I really needed to talk and their focus was on a video game. I just don't know what to do anymore. I actually am on the verge of tears. Things haven't been going good lately and this happens. I really start to wonder why I even try keeping this friendship going. I just keep getting hurt and I don't know how much more I can take. I don't want to lose this person. They are one of my sources of strength, but even that is dwindling away. I just wish I knew what to do and I wasn't left in the sea of doubt and hurt. -Kat- There's a thousand words that I could say To make you come home Oh, seems so long ago you walked away Left me alone I remember what you said to me You were acting so strange and maybe I was too blind to see That you needed a change Was it something I said To make you turn away? To make you walk out and leave me cold If I could just find a way To make it so that you were right here But right now.. I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I've drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains.. You're gone.. You're gone.. Baby you're gone Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone.. You're gone.. You're... I don't wanna make excuses, baby Won't change the fact that you're gone But if there's something that I could do Won't you please let me know? Time is passing so slowly now Guess that's my life without you and maybe I could change my every day But baby I don't want to So I'll just hang around and find some things to do To take my mind off missing you and I know in my heart You can't say that you don't love me too Please say you do Yeeaah.... I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I Drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains You're gone.. You're gone.. You're gone You're gone...you're gone.. you're.... Gone Ohhh... Oh what'll I do If I can't be with you Tell me where will I turn to Baby where will I be Now that we are apart Am I still in your heart? Baby why don't you see? That I need you here with me Oohhh... I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I've drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains Been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains You're gone.. You're gone.. You're gone You're gone Gone You're gone.. But the truth remains You're....