I know that my mood says that I'm happy and that I've said that I've had another suckie day. Isn't it possible just to stay happy though? It all went down hill from the moment I soaked my jeans cleaning out our 1 gal sprayer for my dad while he cleaned up to take Cleo out to get her yearly shots. After that, everything's gone bad. I am still happy, but right now, it's no fun. I'm waiting on a church lady and her grand-daughter to get out here so I can practice a song they're singing Sunday morning as a special. I'm just so pooped and my mom says that I have guide the relationship I'm in. That is totally stupid! Why can't I have a relationship where I don't worry about that? I know that if we aren't careful bad things could happen, but we are. Mom says that she'll stop Matt and me if we don't stop ourselves. She also said not to tell him, but show the new restrictions by how I act. Why can't I live my own life? I really need to get out of this house, and the problem is I'm stuck here until I'm done practicing that one song. Oh well. Nothing like being in a jail cell for another day. I did get my room re-organized and worked on my hand-written story I started this last semestor in school. I just wish I had a friend to hang out with. I'm just so bored and annoyed. Catcha all later! -Kat-