I was walking back from my FNR class when it was showering. No thunder, no lightning. Just quiet teardrops. It was cold, yet comforting. Sometimes just being the rain helps clear thoughts. My mind has been really playing over the event this weekend and pausing over the issue with Meg and Matt. I've been told not to stop hanging out him, yet if I do, that makes me a horrible. I'd be a horrible person if I kept hanging out with him too. Meg is jealous and she has every right. Yet, the one thought that has been eating away at me all day is this. Should I give up time with my close friend to ease his girlfriend's mind and lose one of my few sources of strength or should I hang onto our little times together and just hope things don't get worse than they are? I don't know. I have been told my others to just stop hanging out with Matt so things calm down and I am not the "other woman" in his life. That can't be true. I know it because he doesn't have another person in his life. I don't know. This is just really eating at me and i have enough things to worry about today, mainly my chem exam at 8:30 tonight. Maybe I'll just go sit in the rain some more. Who knows. -Kat- Theres a rain that will never stop fallin There a wall that I tried to take down What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips So I held back and now we've come to this And it too late now