It was long today. Very long. I'm physically and emotionally worn out. A lot changed today that I didn't see coming and now it's all a haze. I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do from this point, but I don't have much choice. I have to keep forcing my way through each new day. Competition is this weekend. I can get away from life for the weekend and hope it resets itself a little. I have a lot of stress going on right now and a break from it is always nice. I do look forward to dancing 2 levels....yeah right. I'd rather dance up and not dance down. I felt like the better dancers were cheating us, so why is my standard partner doing the same? I don't know but if he wants to dance down, I'll do it. I have 2 exams this week, 2 quizzes, and at least one more dance lesson. I'm just busy and so worn out. I honestly don't have any real energy left in me. Maybe I'll get it back someday down the road but right now that just doesn't seem likely.