I can't believe I did what I did to Matt. I know how hard it's gotta be for him. I should never have told him to not call me again until he had the answer for my one question. I haven't heard from him in two days and feel so bad for what I did to him. I hope he will forgive me. It wasn't meant to cause this much trouble. I just wanted to know if I should hold on hoping that maybe someday we might get back together or if I should let go completely on the thought. I guess it was more than what I expected. I'm so sorry that I did this to him, but I know he will take it seriously and won't talk to me again until he has the answer. I know him and yeah that is why I loved and still love him. Oh well....I guess this is what is meant to happen. Later. -Kat- How do you get that lonely? How do you hurt that bad? To make the call That having no life at all Is better than the life you already have