I have an essay to work on today and my laundry and studying for my botany exam tomorrow. To top off this wonderfully horrible day, it's been a blizzard here all day. White out conditions like crazy. The road is full of snow, lots of drifts, at least 6 inches of snow on flat areas. The grounds workers can't keep up with the snow. Sidewalks are plowed before class and on the way back to the dorm, at least 2 inches rest on top of them again. The final blow to this day is that I am not going to Louisiana now. I got word that I was passed up because they lied to us. They took the first 40 people and didn't look at applications. They won't be looking at them unless someone gives up their spot. Then one lucky person or a few more gets to go. How totally politician. Dumb vipers. I really hate living in Indiana. -Kat- Everyday I sit here waiting Everyday just seems so long And now I've had enough of all the hating Do we even care, it's so unfair Any day it'll all be over Everyday there's nothing new And now I just try to find some hope To try and hold onto But it starts again It'll never end I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do Almost giving up on trying Almost heading for a fall And now my mind is screaming out I've gotta keep on fighting But then again It doesn't end I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do? I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do And there's nothing I can do Feels like I'm drowning I'm screaming for air (Screaming for air) Louder I'm crying And you don't even care I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move (What can I do) When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken [x3]