Starting today I have 2 exams the next two weeks prior to spring break. Tonight is my chem 112 exam at 6:30. I'm really uneasy about it. Looking over the old exams, I don't know a lot of the stuff. Much of the tests we haven't covered yet and I hope the exam is based only what we have covered. I have my Botany lab exam Friday and I pray I pass this one. The last one I did so poor on it that I just wanted to scream. Needing to be back at a high 3.9 is really driving me crazy. I know it isn't going to happen this semester but if I can at least make sure I only get one C I'll be doing good. I might end up with two depending on Calc. I am really killing myself to do well in the course cause I have it next year as well. Hopefully I have plenty of good work in the other courses that I can manage with two Cs. I know I'll land an A in English 266 and if I can do well on my lab exams, an A in Botany 210. Ugh, now to get down to busy. Have to do Calc homework and then finish cramming for my exam tonight. Let's just hope I do well. I did on the last one. I hope I can do it again. -Kat- There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh when's it gonna end [Chorus:] How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be [Chorus] Out of this chair, or just across the room Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say YeahI'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far