I talked with Matt again and it was an interesting conversation that ended up going south. We were talking about everything and got on the topic of us and how he felt about the relationship and what he wanted. I told him that if there is any chance of us getting back together, he will be the one to decide that. I told him to just follow his heart and he told me where it would take him, but I don't know if that is true. Yes we still love each other, but only part of him wants me back. It's rather frustrating to think about it honestly. I'm holding it together though. I did get sour when his cell phone rang and kept cutting our conversation off and changed everything we were talking about. The last thing I said to him was that he had to tell me if there is a chance of us getting back together or not. I need to know if I should cut this last string of hope or not. I don't want to cause I love him so much and had the best time of my life when I was with him. However, it is not my call. It is up to what he does. I just pray he follows his heart and thinks everything through. -Kat- I'll make it right All that he's done wrong And then you'll see I'm the man he'll never be