I had figured that my suckie day would've continued over to today, but by 12:45 this afternoon everything got better. I got to hear from Matt and instantly I felt better. I know all that sounds korny, but it's so true. He makes even the gloomiest of my days turn out good. True I'm exhausted from doing longs tasks today, but it was nice to hear from him. When he popped by my job, I got paranoid again and trip over another person sitting near me. Matt didn't see it or he would've laughed harder than he did when he found out. Of course his brother the Hellian came along, but I didn't mind. I get to spend tomorrow with the clan because of the new laws enforced by Mom. It really sucks and I don't want to put Matt through them, so I really have considered never having him come out, but I can't do that. We have too much fun so I can't stop him from coming out. Oh just so it becomes clear, when I saw him and I got paranoid, my stomach did a little flip. Weird and scarey and downright funny all together. I could call him tonight, but I think I'll wait until tomorrow morning when I see him before I talk with him again. I'm totally out of it, and don't want him to think I'm any more insane than before. Catcha all later! -Kat-