I don't understand what happened, but Belle's right. I'm pretty much screwed and I don't know if it is all that bad. I'm happy again, maybe more than what I was a year ago in my last relationship. No relationship yet, and maybe that's good. Maybe not, who can predict fate right? I just know that I'm extremely happy and I have fun when I'm with Matt. Belle adds to it so much too. We share so many laughs that it's unbelievable! *sigh* I do sound like I'm a puppy struck with feelings that I had hoped I'd never undergo, but then again it's Matt right? Even Belle couldn't predict that she'd become friends with him and called him a cockroach! Now the three of us have so much fun it's unbelievable. So, am I to give into what I'm feeling and risk the destruction of a friendship or fight it and possible lose the best relationship yet? I don't know, but I'm not going to talk myself out of this either. This one I will just sit back and ride it to the end.