Yesterday was a long but eventful day that has made a new group for me to hang out with next year and the rest of the semester. I won't walk out on Maryanne, cause our times we have are just as fun. Last night was the big carnival night across campus. It opened up for the big race today, the Grand Prix. Tasmara and I spent most of the evening at the Windsor carnival. We goofed off in the bouncy house, she did the inflated obstacle course and then we did lots and lots of karaoke. We chilled out for a while singing and writing random songs. Grabbing a bite from boiler crossing, we ran over to her room and got Issac's banjo. Meeting up with Issace, we dropped my stuff off in my room and then went to the big carnival at the Co-Rec. The band we heard first was amazing. Afterwards they began to stink. Tasmara did a bouncing game that involved bungying. Played darts and face painted. There was milk jug tossing. We never did get to the hand controlled bumper cars. My feet had finally had enough of fun and were demanding me to get back home. The evening was awesome. I had a blast. I just wish I had been able to stay longer, but you have to listen your body every once in a while. We're doing fountain runs tomorrow. I might check out the race this evening, but that depends on how I feel after doing work on my two papers. Maybe I'll just get my english one done. It's only five pages. The history one is another long seven pages that I really have to be careful on how I put it together. -Kat- I can't escape this hell, So many times I've tried, But I'm still caged inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal. (This animal. [x2]) I can't escape myself,( I cant escape myself) So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied) But there's still rage inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal. Somebody help me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. Somebody wake me from this nightmare, I can't escape this hell. (This animal. [x7]) So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal. This animal I have become.