Wow literally sums it up. Happiness has finally entered my life and I refuse to let it go without fighting. Part of it is this brief getaway with Josh but the other part is after going through hell these last 2 years, everything has changed. My perspective on life has changed drastically. Everything that has dragged me down over the years is gone. All those worries involving the family are gone. The need to make everyone happy over myself is over. I found happiness and now I can truly look to help friends find their own. Some of them I do not have to worry about. They're high in their own storm of happiness. Others are in a rut and maybe it's time that I can finally help them move out of such rut.