Such a long day. All that's kept me going is that my babies will be with me tomorrow. I will be able to be lost in their unconditional love. I can't wait to pull into the driveway and see my girls. I really do miss them. It's bearable without them when I'm busy. Then the times hit when I am sitting here thinking about life and who I'm missing. I have their pictures right next to me and sometimes staring at those photos makes me smile in some of the crazy things they have done. I do need to thank Cleo though. I am finally allowed to redo my bedroom. We are yanking up my carpet and repainting the walls to something I like, something that's not pink. >< I hate that color with a passion. I'm worn out and I need to wait to hear back from Maryanne. She and I are in Calc and with the quizzes moved about I can't get check my wrong answers. She had the same problems giving her trouble so I wanna see how she got 'em to work. No one has the right to complain about online programs until they've dealt with I Learn. It literally destroys you when you're done. -Kat- Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's son Everybody says he's crazy I'll have to see I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves I'm probably going on and on It seems I'm doing more of that these days [CHORUS 1:] I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it Oh You left so fast Sometimes I see you standing there Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much God gave me a moment's grace 'Cause if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you Susan says that I should just move on You oughta see the way these people look at me When they see me 'round here talking to this stone Everybody thinks I've lost my mind But I just take it day by day [CHORUS 2:] I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it Oh You left so fast Sometimes I see you standing there Sometimes I feel an angel's touch Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much God gave me a moment's grace 'Cause if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way Probably wouldn't be this way Got A Date a week from Friday with a preacher's son Everybody says I'm crazy Guess I'll have to see