After working this afternoon with the nasty weather, but getting away from the atmosphere I was in this morning, I was feeling somewhat good. I had to go to a distant family birthday party with my parents and we were at the Carousel for an hour at least. Came home, checked up on my friends' proboards and came here. God I should've never posted what I posted earlier today. I didn't mean to hurt you Matt. I was just pissed. I meant that I don't need people in general. I have the core group of people that I do need, and you are one Matt. Please don't be mad at me. *Sigh* I really can't do anything right anymore can I? I hold in my thoughts and emotions and that's dangerous. I let my emotions out when things get bad and it's dangerous as well. I'm not doing anyone any favors by telling them what happens to me and how I feel about it. Maybe I should just quit. I don't know. -Kat- Cause I'm on my own Would you leave me alone Before I lose my mind Cause you lied So did I Ohhhh Would you cry cry cry If I let you go tonight