HOW MANY PPL HERE ARE CUTTERS? HOW OLD ARE YOU? HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN CUTTING? WHY DO YOU DO IT? DO YOU WANT TO STOP? DO YOU FEEL AS ALONE AS ME? WHATS THE LONGEST YOUVE GONE WITHOUT CUTTING? WHAT DO YOU DO TO KEEP YOURSELF FROM CUTTING? HOW DID YOU FIRST FIND OUT ABOUT CUTTING? WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST TIME LIKE? WHY DID YOU DO IT? DO YOU WISH YOU COULD TAKE IT BACK? DO PPL KNOW? DO PPL CALL YOU NAMES BECAUSE OF IT? ARE YOU ALWAYS IN PAIN? HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL? WHAT WAS IT LIKE? WHY WERE YOU THERE? HAVE YOU EVER TRY TO KILL YOURSELF? HOW MANY TIMES? HOW? WHY? DO YOU WANT TO KILL THE PAIN? CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF DEAD IN 5 YEARS? TEN? CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF DOIN THIS FOREVER? ARE YOU COVERED IN SCARS? DO YOU HATE YOUR SCARS? DO YOU WANT TO DIE? DO YOU LIKE THE PAIN? DO YOU LIKE THE BLOOD? DO YOU HATE YOURSELF? ARE YOU BELIMIC? ARE YOU ANOREXIC? DO YOU HAVE OTHER PROBLEMS? WHAT ARE THEY? DO YOUR FRIENDS DO IT TOO? DO HATE THEM FOR IT? DID THEY START CUZ YOU DO IT? CAN YOU HELP ME? DO YOU EVEN WANT TO? DO YOU EVEN WANT TO TELL ME? i am a cutter, or was.. i'm 14 about to be 15.. i've been cutting for 1 or 2 years, i've lost track of time... i do it to get rid of pain, to show my feelings.. yes i do, thats why i'm trying very hard, and it is hard to try to stop.. i do feel alone alot of times, but then my friends come to help me.. well it's already been about 4 or 5 weeks, so this is my longest.. write my feelings down, talk to people, or if its just too much to talk about, i dig my nails in my skin.. i kinda found out from one of my friends who does it, or did it, she's trying to stop too, and i hope i can help her.. it felt like a great rush, i loved it.. i have many reasons.. i think i do wish i could take it back, but it was also a new experience for me.. yes they do kno, and they yell at me, but i ignore it, i'm tired of listenin and carin bout what they say.. they probably do, but i don't care what they call me.. most of the time, yeah.. no, but my mom's threatened me with one a few times.. no i haven't tried to kill myself, yet, but i have a feeling i hopefully won't be tryin any time soon.. yes i want to kill the pain.. yeah, i see myself dead alot of times, i can't even see myself graduating highskool.. i'm hopin not, since i'm already goin pretty good with stoppin.. yes i am covered in scars... and i hate the scars.. sometimes i do still wanna die.. i like the pain and seeing the blood run from my body.. no i'm not bulimic or anorexic, i hate throwing up.. no don't think i have other problems, or if i do, i just don't notice them.. my friends have done it, i think alot of them have stopped.. i can't hate them for it, when i do it myself, but it does disappoint me that they do it.. no i don't think they started cuz of me.. i want to try my hardest to help you.. yes i do want to help... i like tryin to help people... so i hope i can help you...