these are some of my poems, they're crappy, but meh o well. Nobody At My Side 7-15-04 Why can’t I have Somebody to hold me When I feel alone? Somebody to kiss me And say they’ll always be there Somebody to love me To help me forget The rest of the world exists I need somebody And it’s a pain inside That makes me want to die When I realize Nobody is there At my side… More Pain 7-15-04 I’m confused with how I feel I wish these feelings weren’t real They only cause Me more pain And when I get an idea Of how to deal It seems the only way Is to keep them hidden away So I’ll have to lock them up And hope I wont have a doubt Or they might get out That would only lead to trouble For me and others And I don’t aim to cause Any more pain Past, Present, and Future 7-15-04 Things are changing so fast I get caught up Thinking of old times Wondering what would have happened If they never changed If we could keep things The same way The past is slipping away And the future is just waiting Day after day The present seems slow But it’s these good times We have to hold We wish for them to leave But they’re still part Of our destiny these are for my friend justin.... Never Fade 7-17-04 You are one of my best friends I can’t live without you I hope I can always be in your life I’ll be there for you Whenever you need me around I’ll try to cheer you up When you’re feeling down I have feelings Deep in side That I’ll have to hide You say you feel the same But someday They may change But I don’t want our friendship To ever fade Secrets 7-17-04 I want to see your eyes See what secrets Lye behind See if when you speak to me Is it really lies? See if your eyes will sparkle When they look into mine I want to feel The warmth of your touch The gentleness of your skin Even if it isn’t much When I whisper in your ear I want you to hear How much you mean to me And know that you’ll always Be here with me Armor 7-17-04 I’ll lower my armor When I hear your voice When forced to choose Between anything and you My choice will always be you You can see right through me You know how I feel You try to help me And make it a big deal I try to hide What I feel inside But I can’t fool you By acting, on the outside