her name was attila, i never kne her, but she has helped me realize things. and i will never even get to talk to her. i have read things of a person i never even kne. she had taken her life, but it was more of the emotions of life that took her, instead of her own heart. and yet it makes me wonder, what will happen when i die? what if i die young? what if i die old? will people wonder about me? will they remember me? will they notice? will i be missed? have i left an impact on anybodys life? this girl left an impact on so many people's lives. and yet i have to wonder, have i even left it on one? she hadn't even met most of the people, but yet they loved her. it makes me think of how my life is. i have so many friends that i care about, and love, and yet i have never even met. if i left, would they notice? would they try to find out about me? i wonder these things and know i will never have the answers. for no matter what people say, they may forget. i hope i can find a way to leave an impact on everybody. on all my friends. so that they may always remember me. for i kno, that if any of them were to leave me, i would remember them. those that are starting to seem like they are leaving me, i remember, i wonder about, i care about. leaving doesn't have to be dying, but dying means never coming back. never getting a second chance with those that you may realize you miss. and never seeing the light of day again. i hope i have made an impact on my friend's life. for if i haven't, i guess i truely am not that great of a person, as some may say. and if i am not, then i want to become a great person. this girl spoke great words, and i hope some may say that about me some day. for when i speak, i speak with my heart. and i care for others with all my being. and i will never let them die...