one vs. another

i wish my friends could just get along. all of them. instead of them all always fuckin fighting. with me always fuckin stuck in the middle. viv and justin. justin and lauren. lauren and amanda. amanda and hayley. nobody can fuckin get along anymore. and it's driving me fuckin crazy. they couldn't even get fuckin along at my birthday. so i kno that a regular day won't be any fuckin different. but god. after a while. it really gets fuckin annoying. i don't get why they all can't get along. - viv and justin used to date. they used to talk on the fone a whole lot. now, they fight alot. don't get along. and apparently they can't talk unless i'm on the fone. cuz if i'm not on it, then justin doesn't talk. - lauren and amanda used to be best friends. they used to do so much shit together. then they started having boy problems. started with kenley. now it's with lance. except lauren's never dated or kissed lance. but god, it's so fuckin stupid. -the others never really were all that close. but still. i just fuckin wish they could all get along. it's not like they're all that different from each other. but it seems like the only thing they see in common, is that i'm all of their friends. but fuck. can't they see how fuckin hard this is? i HATE having all of them fuckin fight so damn much. i just want everybody to get fuckin along. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- justin and lance are so much alike but that's not good. i don't want them to be. but they are. mainly in just one thing. that they both are in love with girls. that are in love with them too. and they'll get them. justin already has his girl. and lance will get his back. and i bet they'll all be together for a long time.... that's great. just fuckin great...
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it does make sence, believe me. i dont want to wear a fake smile. its not what i want: its not me.
Mickx i want to stay with these feelings because i dont want to have to hide them (which would be making me hide behind a mask) i wanna be me
[Anonymous]
but i dont seem to be allowed to be me.
not by my choice anyways.
[Anonymous]
Threaten them. It worked for me...

Kari ;p
[Anonymous]
Thanks hun, That made me feel better!!

How're you?

I hope you're okay.

yeah i hate crying too. It's annoying.

Your friend forever!
Joanna