eh, guess i'll finally write about the banquet now. it's not that i don't want to. it was great. i'm just not in that great of a mood. hmm so i got up really early, the same time i do for skool, which really sucked. got there, nobody was there so me and my dad drove around for a lil. then we went back and people were sitting there waiting for it to open. so we sat and waited, then they started to get out. so finally i got out. i saw people i kne, i just never talked to. so we went in, sat our stuff down, and started setting up for the tournament. lee and wolfgang and mr. tewes got there. but i just kept helping, and they did their stuff. then there was a seminar done by a master of akkido. it was really cool. we did some of the stuff, and this kinda cute guy kept helping me and this lady that were doing it together. then nikki and maria got there, nikki called the cute guy jedi guy, and he actually did kinda look like one. so they did it with me kinda and he still helped us. then after that they were still kinda gettin things a lil ready. then finally all the lower belts lined up, there were these two really cute guys, one just one person away from me, the other in front of me and nikki. the one close to me, i think originally had a mowhawk, but he didn't have it up, so all his hair was over on one side, he was beautful, seriously. and the other one was really hot, he had like black hair, and it all met up in the middle kinda, he looked really really sexy. and they were both blue belts. but we all lined up, then sat down, and they called all the black belts in by name and shit, and we clapped. then finally the tournament was about to start. i had only signed up for 2 evens, dragons tail, and sparring. well the first 2 evens were samauri standoff and then supper foot. so i was just gonna sit and watch. but they said that if you weren't were you were supposed to be, then they would call you. so the next thing i hear for samauri standoff is my name being called. so i had to go grab my mouth piece and headgear and get it on. so i ended up in that. i got third place, so that was pretty cool. they went through everybody doing it. it was cool to watch the higher belts do it. then for supper foot, suddenly this guy i kne was doing it, and him and nikki were pointin at me and telling me to come over there cuz i was in it. so i got second in that. cuz me and his other girl kept tying, but finally she beat me by hitting one cup haha. so i got second in that. they were really cool meddles too, master mcdonald told us they were handpainted. then they had the higher belts do it. lee actually did that one. him and this other guy kept jumping and kicking them off, so i think they were tied. then lee lowered his last one to where it just counts for one point and knocked it off. i guess he was just gonna let that guy win. but that was funny. then they had a demostration from the akkido people. it was really cool. then they did sparring, but it started with the higher belts this time. master thomas was the champion from the spring tournament, so he was defending his title, and he got to keep it, cuz he still won. but it was close, cuz he kept punchin the guy in the face, and that gives you a warning. he even got three and so the guy got a point. alot of the people were really brutal about it all. it was scary. then it was time for our belts and age level. we got the ring with lee and wolfgang running the points, and master thomas bein the referee. so nikki went over there, and i had on my footgear, and grabbed my handgear and headgear and went over there to ask if i was in it. cuz i figured if i was in the first two, maybe they had got it switched so i wouldn't be in the last two. but i was, and i was one of the first people up, so i had to hurry up and put my stuff on. master thomas said if i would spend more time putting my sparring gear on then with married men i might be ready, or something like that. hehe cuz earlier that day he was over where me, nikki and sarah were, and i had told him i wasn't with any more married men lately. hehe he's really cool though, and he'll talk o me sometimes. but anyways, so finally i got it all on, and me and this green belt guy went against each other, he was really tall. nikki told me to go for the head, and instead of me doing it, he did. which started to give me a headache after a while. but then he hit me in the face and got a warning, but then i accidently hit him in the face too, so i got one too. he ended up beating me by one point. then during the second people's fight, he ended up showing wolfgang that he was bleeding, and master mcdonald had told us he didn't want bloodshed or something. so i kinda got disqualified, i think. i didn't mean to. in the end, nikki got second and i just got a participation thingy. but oh well. then we did dragons tail. master mcdonald did it for us, and he was really fast, so i ended up with third place, and nikki got second. i left rite after that, cuz i had to go home and get ready for the banquet. i didn't have time to shower, but i got dressed really fast considering i had to put make up on, do my hair, put the dress on, pack all my stuff. but i put my hoes and shoes on in the car. then we were off to the banquet. the banquet: got there at a pretty good time, had to sign in and crap, and get a stupid name tag thingy, which i didn't wear. mine said i was a yellow belt, when i'm an orange belt, but oh well. i ended up sitting at a table with lee, mr. tewes, his wife, and three other people. we were at the very back, but the dance floor was rite next to us. i don't kno how they did the seating, but oh well i guess. finally more people showed up, and almost everybody was there, so we finally were able to get in line and eat. we were able to eat before master mcdonald, so that was probably like a once in a life time thing. cuz normally we're supposed to wait for him. the food was pretty good, it was spaghetti, and i cut it up first, so i wouldn't be slirpping it hehe. then we watched a slideshow. then we got a lil break and me, lee, wolfgang, mr. tewes, bill, and this other guy went and changed for our demo. you could easily see my bra through the shirt, but oh well. then i was standing outside the guys bathroom and could hear all of them talking. then lee came out and said you could see his boxers through the pants, hehe. i really wouldn't have noticed if he hadn't said anything, but then of course you look when someone says something like that, he was wearing blue and white strips hehe. then everybody else finally came out, of course, they forgot bout alan, so wolfgang had to run in and grab him. so we got all lined up and walked out onto the dance floor and did it and shit. then we just left, nobody clapped, at first i thought it was really bad, but turned out that alan was still out there, thinking he was gonna do his thing now. but then wolfgang told them there would be another demo later. we all just went back out there in our white outfits and sat down. cuz then they did awards and crap. then we did our other demo. first alan did his thing, then alan and lee did something, then it was wolfgang and tewes. then i came in. when i went to kick wolfgang, i accidently really kicked him in the head, but not hard, but later he said he had even forgotten about that part. then lee kinda stepped on my feet, and i couldn't really punch him in the groin because he had told me earlier he didn't have a cup on, but he said to sell the hit, just don't hit him. so luckily i didn't hit him. then after all of it, they chased me off, but all these people were standing up and lil kids were sitting down in the way, so i kinda ran around all of them. then wolfgang kept running, and lee threw him his staff over all the of tables, luckily it made it and wolfgang caught it. then mr. tewes went and fought him and wolfgang beat him up. then we all just went back up there and bowed and shit. then they were just gonna have dancing, so we all went and changed back into our stuff. nobody danced, people just started to leave and clean up. they took this big long thing of balloons outside and let it go, and some big round balloons, it was cool. then we were all just cleaning up and shit. wolfgang said he would take me home. then this guy billy hit ms. reid and so he kinda hit me and ran past me and she ran after him. billy was really really cute. then i was outside with autumn (mr. tewes' wife) and billy was saying that he was glad he was in soccer or soemthing. then he came by me and said he was sorry he hit me when he ran past. then me and autumn were talkin to chris bout his uhh gf... and billy came over with the paddle he had used on ms. ried and we got chris still so he hit him. and chris ran after him, he was about to catch up but he ended up stopping. then after a lil, lee got ms. ried's car keys and then billy got in the car too, and they were stickin their head outa the top and listening to music and shit. then billy got in the drivers part, and him and lee drove around. then lee got out and was talking to ashely i think. and i was standing by them, and billy had parked the car, and he was signaling me over to him. at first i figured he was talkin to someone else so i looked behind me and he was like 'yeah, you, wanna ride?' so i got in the front and we drove around with the music really loud. then lee ran up and got in the backseat. billy told me to stick my head outa the window so i did, and we were all dancing and shit. it was so much fun. then he went onto the real road, but went where you could still see us, cuz he just went over to the other entrance and came back in. then we just pulled into a parking spot and got out. then he said he wanted to go in his car, so he ran over to his car and asked lee if he wanted in too. then he asked me if i wanted, and lee was like 'come on brooke' so i ran over there and i had to get in the back, but still, it was fun. then we went down the road some where you couldn't see us, and turned back and we came back in. he asked me how old i was, and said 15 and then asked lee and he said 15, then he was like 'i got me some youngins in my car' so i asked him how old he was, and lee was like 'billy your only 17.' then finally we parked and got out. then wolfgang told me and lee not to do that again and shit. hehe it was still so much fun, and he wasn't really mad. so then we finally got into his car. lee said 'brooke finally experienced that is which is billy' or something like that. but it was funny. damn i suddenly realized i was really tired. then we had to go and get lexi (wolfgang's dog). wolfgang and dani got out and went to get her, and lee put his head kinda close to the window like he was gonna go to sleep, and we could hear wolfgang outside saying that he hoped i didn't take advantage of lee since he was almost asleep or something, we both laughed at that. but i just put my head against my window and closed my eyes. then they came back with the dog, luckily she just layed down kinda in the floor. then we got to my house and so i got out, and wolfgang gave me a hug and then i just went inside. then i got online, and tried to call justin. lee got online a few mins later, i said i thought he was gonna go to sleep, and he said he was bouta, then he got off. then wolfgang got on a few mins after that. it was wierd, he told me i did a good job on the demo and looked really good in a dress. but then he said that he was going to bed, and asked if there was anything else before he left and then he said 'you know my number if you ever need something.' that was really weird. it was like he thought something was wrong. but i was fine last nite, i was having such a good time. then justin called me back, i didn't get to takl to him much, cuz he was going to bed. he had connected me and viv's line, cuz she had called him, but then i got disconnected. so he called me back, and told me viv was gonna call me back, but i talked to him for a lil. then viv asked me online if i wnated her to call me, i said no cuz i was gonna go to bed. then steven told me she said hi cuz they were on the fone, and she IMed me and told me she didn't say hi. then i told him i thought she was mad at me, and of course he told her. and she tells me she's not mad and crap, whatever. and i had tried to call lance to talak to him, and ask him how the homecoming dance went. he said he'd call me back when he got home, but he never did. whtaever. so then i just went to sleep. lance called me at like 11 something today and woke me up. we talked for a lil. then he was gonna go finish watchin a movie. then i talked to amanda. she said they had gotten kinda in a fight about something. and that taegar picked her up after the dance. of course lance didn't tell me bout any of this shit. but he never seems to tell me things. which i really hate. i wish he would. he should kno i care about him, and wanna kno what's going on. maybe i won't tell him amanda's already had sex with taegar then, if he doesn't wanna tell me anything, maybe i won't tell him. fine by me. eh, later today viv called, but i kinda hung up, cuz i was about to fall asleep, cuz i was takin a nap. got a nice nap in. tom i have a halfday, so if i don't get much sleep tonite, i can just take another nap tom. eh, i think i'm done with this entry for now. it's really long, i kno.