here is my stuff i wrote last year before the new year started. i figured i'd go ahead n bring it up to view for now. and before the new year, i will do this again.... n i'll compare the two even.... this is from dec. 30, 2004 alrite, well i figured i could reminese (how ever the hell ya spell it) a lil. n since tomorrow is new years eve, and i will be gone most of the day tom, guess i'll just do it now. i probably won't get everything, but it'll be nice just to try. this is gonna be a shit load of stuff. it's not in order. and it's not even everything. but it's alot of it i think. -the incident with kenley on the second of january -losing him as a friend -joining karate -cutting a shit load -losing jason -crying -the big fight with lance -the incident with alex on easter -having friends yell at me for doing stupid shit -failing biology -taking summer school -starting to lose jennison -starting to like justin -losing viv from telling me things -reading a lot -going to a therapist -having to take anti-depressants -writing poems -smoking some -getting a star named after me from jennison -talking to viv and justin each nite -getting my cell taken away and then back again -starting skool again -doing good in skool -talking and hanging out with my friends less -going to a lot of karate things -talking to lee and wolfgang -talking to alex and finding out things -becoming friends with paige again -liking roger -going on a cruise from christmas -meeting phillip -the incident with phillip and the aftermath -talking to justin a lot less -getting my purple belt -lil problems with hayley and lance -not telling people things -losing alot of people ok, i think that's all. some of it might not make sense to people, which i don't care. it's all mainly just something for me, rite? hmm how bout i do a new years resolution too. what do i want to happen. -get a boyfriend -make good grades -find another skool -keep all my old friends -make new friends -get a kiss that has meaning behind it -not cut as much -meet one of my online friends -do good in karate -go out more -get a car and drive -have better holidays - don't get used alrite, looks like that's all for now.