i'm excited bout my trip. i'm glad to go. i need a week to just be gone. gone from everyone n everything. cuz things have started to bug me again. n so i need a break. me n my friends have been tryin to do something for the past 2 nites. but nothing happened. so whatever. nobody called me tonite. well cept viv. hehe. but i kne i could count on her. i'm gonna miss her. her n zeke. they're my fav kids. i love em. yeah, justin's great, but i haven't talked to him in a while. and i'm not sure if i'll get to talk to him before i leave. i'm kinda thinkin i won't get to. n that really sucks. cuz i do really wanna talk to him. but i guess if he doesn't call me. then there's really no way for me to. n i kno he won't call me. cuz he's been kinda busy lately. with the ladies that is. cuz he broke up with alexis. he needed to. cuz he couldn't see her anymore. but still. eh, whatever. but anyways. i'm just glad to be gone. i wonder if anybody will miss me.... hmm. oh well. i'm hopin to meet new people. but i'm kinda shy. so i doubt it. but there's always that possibility. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!! ^just thought i would get that in early, since i won't be here to say it on the actual day.