fuck. damn it, i just typed a long ass thing. and somehow, i deleted it. grr i'm pissed. weee i got ciggarttes!!! i dont really kno how to spell it, but oh well. i love them. it's better then cutting. well kinda. cutting leaves scars. smoking just hurts your lunges or whatever. karate's goin great. haven't learned any new moves lately. lee hasnt been there lately, i kinda miss him. umm we have a demo at my old skool comin up. cuz we have a fair thing goin on. hopefully alot of my friends will be up there. but i'm kinda nervous bout what lee will think of it. my friends aren't exactly the kinda people he would hang out with. and this weekend we have a demo. hopefully it'll go alrite. and then on sun i get to go horesback ridding with nikki and maria. that should be fun. i love horseys. i'm almost done with the raffel (dont kno how to spell) tickets that i'm supposed to sell to go to the banquet thing. it's on the nite of my skool's homecoming, but i wasn't gonna go anyways. i hear lance is goin with amanda, but eh, oh well. it's supposed to have a dance. so maybe i'll get a chance to dance with lee hehe. that would be fun. i don't think i have a chance with the guy i like in my class. he's a football player on varsity, and he talks to the cheerleaders. so i'm really not much of his type. eh, that's alrite i guess. i can still try. but i'm not sure if that'll work. but ya never kno. miracles happen, rite? i've actually been in a really good mood lately. i'm not sure why. i'm doin better in skool i think. i'm pretty sure i'm passin all my classes. my teachers like my i think. i kno my history teacher does. she like, loves me hehe. and it's so much fun once they like you, cuz then they don't care bout what you do and shit. like i did this really crappy assignment, and she gives me a check and says great job on it. haha i liked it. haha today in pe, i was really hyper. i even did lunges. and that's a big deal. cuz those things are hard. and hurt. hehe but i was bored. so i thought i'd do them. i'll probably do some other kinda work out again later. i love hercules. hehe i'm watchin that rite now. but not more than mulan. nothing can replace mulan for me. hehe i looove that movie so much. but i haven't watched it in a while. hmm maybe i'll watch it tonite. i talked to viv last nite. that was fun. we got off the fone kinda early. i was tired. i didn't get to see inuyasha. i was kinda sad bout htat. i love that show. although that damn bitch kinda ruined it for me. it has a meaning behind it. and i don't really like the meaning anymore.... at least kenshin doesn't have a meaning behind it. if it did, i think i'd go crazy. weeeee i have cake. hehe it's so yummy!!! i'm such a fatty. eh, well i have a lot of hw. i think i covered everything that i had said earlier. time to go do hw. cuz gotta get all that shit outa the way. then gotta take a shower. i kno, alot of this stuff has just been really random. oh well. gotta love randomness.