i have no idea what to do. how to help her. how to get her to talk to me. how to show her how much i care. last nite, shit happened. alot of shit. and i wanted to be there for her... i have no fuckin idea what to do. i wanna talk to her. she won't talk to me. i have a feeling she cried last nite. and i wasn't able to be there with her. because she left me. i want to fuckin tlak to her. i thought about her all fuckin day today. FUCK