Have you ever. . .
1. Kissed your cousin: ....
2. Ran away: no
3. Broken someone's heart: I think so
4. Cried when someone died: never really known someone that died
5. Wanted someone that you knew you couldn't have: yeah..
6. Broken a bone: don’t think so
7. Drank alcohol: yeah
8. Lied: yeah
9. Cried at school: no, I don’t cry in public
Which is better..?
1. Coke or Pepsi: dr. pepper
2. Sprite or 7up: sprite
3. Girls or guys?: guys
4. Scruff or clean: scruff
5. Quiet or loud: loud
6. Blondes or Brunetts: brunetts
7. Bitchy or slutty: don’t kno
8. Tall or short: my height
9. Pants or shorts: pants
With the opposite sex..
1. What do you notice first: hair or eyes
2. Last person you slow danced with: don’t remember
3. Worst question to ask: don’t kno
When was the last time you..
1. Showered: today
2. Had sex: …
3. Had a great time with the opposite sex: never
What is/who is
1. Your good luck charm: don’t have one
2. The person you hate most: lots of people
3. The best thing that happened to you today: talked to zeke online
Favorites..
1. Color: black
2. Movie: pay it forward
3. Book: the outsiders
4. Subject in school: none
5. Juice: orange
6. Cars: hmm not sure
7. Ice cream: hmm I like lots of flavors
8. Holiday: Halloween
9. Season: winter
10. Breakfast food: bacon and sausage
11. Place to go with your sweetie: don’t have a sweetie
Who. . .
1. Makes you laugh the most: zeke
2. Makes you smile: zeke
3. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: don’t kno
4. Has a crush on you: probably nobody
5. Do you have a crush on: not saying
6. Has it easier, guys or girls: guys
Do you/Have you..
1. Sit by the phone/ wait by the phone all night: yes
2. Save AOL/AIM conversations: yes
3. Save E-Mails: yes
4. Wish you were someone else: lots of times
5. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sometimes
6. Cry because of someone's mean words: no
7. Fallen for your best friend (opposite sex): unfortunately
8. Been rejected: no, cuz I’ve never asked anybody out
9. Been in lust: umm no
10. Used someone: no, I hate people that do that
11. Cheated on someone: no, I hate that
12. Done something you regret: hell yeah
The last person you..
1. Touched: lauren
2. Hugged: lauren
3. Had sex with: …
4. Yelled at: nobody
5. Ate with: myself
6. Who broke your heart: …..
Do you..
1. Color your hair: no
2. Have tattoos: not yet
3. Have piercings: yeah
4. Have a bf/ gf/ both: no..
5. Own a webcam: no
6. Ever get off the damn computer: few times
7. Habla espanol: si
8. Quack: rawr
Do you/ Have you/ Are you?
1. Stolen anything: tried to
2. Smoke: yeah
3. Obssessive: no
4. Obssessive compulsive: no
5. Panic: don’t think so
6. Anxiety: don’t think so
7. Depressed: yeah
8. Suicidal: nah
9. Obssessed with hate: no
10. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore: sometimes
11. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them: once or twice
Just a few more questions..
1. If you could be anywhere, where would you be: with zeke or justin
2. Can you do anything freakish with your body: umm don’t think so
3. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others: eyes
4. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president: sure
5. Would you marry for money: no
6. Ever had braces: yes, and still do
7. Do you like hairy backs: eww no
8. When was the last time you had a hickey: never
9. Could you live without a computer: probably not
10. Do you use ICQ, AOL, AIM, yahoo Messenger, etc.: yeah
11. If so, how many people are on your buddy list: 125, but I don’t talk to half of them
12. Do you wear white socks: yeah
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or do you take them off: take them off
14. What is your favorite fruit: watermelon
15. Do you eat white or wheat bread: white
16. What is your favorite place to visit: my dream world
17. What is the last movie you saw: the bourne identity
18. Are you photogenic: hell no
19. Do you dream in black and white or in color: color
20. Are you wearing nail polish: yeah
21. Is it chipped or fresh: fresh
22. Do you have dimples: no
23. Do you remember being born: no
24. Why do you take surveys: cuz I’m bored
25. Do you drink alcohol: once
26. Did you like or love high school: hate it
27. Do you like sunrises or sunsets: sunsets
28. Do you want to live to be 100: no
29. Is a flat stomach important to you: yes, I love stomachs
30. Do you or have you played with a Ouji board: I think once
31. Are you loyal: yeah guess so
32. Are you tolerant of others' beliefs: yeah
33. When you watch movies at home, do you like the light on or off: off
34. What’s a funny word: penis
35. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn’t real: bout 6 or 7
36. How many pairs of shoes do you have in your closet: lots of old ones
37. Do you like to wear the same pair of shoes to school everyday or do you like a variety: same
38. Do you write poetry: yeah but it sucks
39. Do you snore: not sure
40. Do you sleep more on your back, stomach, or sides: sides or stomach
41. Do you have a dog or a cat: a dog
42. Do you lick stamps: umm yes?
43. Do you use an electric can opener: yeah
44. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon: no
45. Which hurts more, physical pain or emotional pain: emotional pain
46. Favorite TV show: rurouni kenshin or inuyasha
47. Do you know anyone that is clinically depressed: yes
48. Do you prefer the piano or the violin: neither
49. Are you a sex addict: no
50. Do you know someone that has cancer: don’t think so
51. Do you like to argue: no
52. Do you hunt: no
53. Do you like fast food joints or expensive restaurants: fast food
54. Would you rather visit the zoo or an art museum: zoo
55. Are you basically a happy person: sure?
56. Are you tired: yeah
57. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today: no
58. Have you ever met anyone off the internet: not yet
59. How many phones do you have in your house: 7 or 8
60. How long is your hair: a little past my shoulder
61. Do you get along with your parents: my mom
62. What color eyes do you prefer: blue or green
63. Do you like your name: not really
64. Were you named after anyone: yeah
65. Do you wish on stars: sometimes
66. When did you last cry: don’t remember
67. Do you like your handwriting: no
68. What is your #1 priority in life: people to be happy
69. What is your favorite lunchmeat: ham
70. Any bad habits: yeah..
71. What is your most embarrassing CD, and the most recent CD you purchased: avril lavigne, New Found Glory
72. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: sure
73. Have you told a secret you swore not to tell: I don’t think so
74. Have you stolen anything: no
75. Do looks matter: kinda
76. Have u ever misused a word and it sounded completely stupid: course
77. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of each rainbow: yes
78. Do fish have feelings: yes
79. Are you trendy: no
80. How do you release anger: cut
81. Where is your second home: my friend’s houses
82. Do you trust others easily: yeah but I think I shouldn’t
83. What was your favorite toy when you were little: don’t remember
84. What class in school do you think is totally pointless: history
85. Do you like sappy love songs?: kinda
86. Have you ever been on the radio or television: once
87. Do you have a journal: yeah
88. Do you use sarcasm a lot: sometimes
89. Have you ever been in a different country: no
90. What do you look for in a guy/girl: good personality
91. What are your nicknames: brookie
92. Would you bungee jump: course
93. Do you untie your shoelaces when you take off your shoes: yeah
94. What are you worried about right now: my friend, viv
95. Do you think you are strong: kind of
96. Whats your least favorite thing in the world?: mean people
97. Whats your least favorite thing to do: go to church
97. What would you change about yourself: lots of thigns
98. Who are the people you most care about: my friends
99. Ever been in love: yeah…
100. Are you in love: I might be…
Yeah.
I think i did it because i needed it, and because i haven't done it in ages. I wanted to feel the pain.. to remind myself that i'm alive.. that i'm still here. And that i do actually want to be here. To my suprise they really did help. I'm here.. i'm alive and i want to stay here and be alive.
They were my last cuts :D
Allison is my to be counceller.. I went for help. And now i'm getting it. :D
Yeah it as my last :D
Thats bad about your friend.
Hope things getter beterr for him/her.
Joanna XxX
How are you hun?