blehhhh

talked to justin last nite. fun stuff. he's real happy with alexis. that's really great. rite now, my pic thing at the top is so true. except for the cry part. i haven't cried in a long ass time. but last nite i was kinda close. cuz he was talkin bout how happy he was with her. and shit. it's great that he's happy. yeah. great. talked to viv last ntie too. fun. she's gonna be gone for the weekend. i'm gonna miss her. she called steven last nite. i didn't talk. so he didnt kno i was there. he said he wanted to slit my throat. and apparently he "hates that fuckin bitch" eh i don't care. he's a fuckin fag anyways. today was boring. lance is still really sad about all the amanda stuff. i want to help him. make him happy. i wish he would live closer. i would go visit him. or have him over. or if i could drive. arg. HASH(0x8bf26a4)
Independent Spirit - you're carefree and you know
who you are and what your purpose is. You have
a fine balance of keeping a childish
appreciation for life and a seasoned knowledge
of how cold the world can be - the kind of
wisdom that comes with many years of existence.
You are your own individual and you are wise.
You respect yourself and everyone around you,
but you don't let people step all over you. You
are your own person, and you are proud.

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All i have left is my hope..and I hope.
[Anonymous]
Everyone has been asking me that. But that's okay. It's kind of a long story, but I'll shorten it as much as possible.

Robbie is a jerk. He hates everone but himself. He always makes fun of all his friends, and it's so surprising that he even has any. Robbie hates my guts, and I hate his even more. We are the biggest enemies on our school campus.

Challenge day is a day where some students get out of school to go to this little acticity...
yeahh i guess so. :/
[Anonymous]
...day. Well we had to do all these sad activities where we kind of tell about all the hard times in our life to a stranger. It was the most akward thing in the world. Then we had to go up to somone and hug them. Robbie went from all the way across the gym to hug me. ME! His worst enemy. He wanted to hug his worst enemy. Doesn't that say something about him? It just made me cry to think that maybe he isn't such a jerk after all. If you were...
...there and you knew the situation, I'm sure you would have cried. Sabrina and Sarah cried, my two friends who witness his stupid trash every day. They couldn't believe him. NEITHER COULD I! It was so shocking. Yeah... That's basically it. It seems a little weird, but that's it...


*Sarah*

Also, I like that little box at the top left corner of yoru diary. It's really powerful. Where does everyone get those from?!