few friends, and even those aren't there most of the time, you feel very close to your family, but only in the sense that it seems as if that's all you got sometimes. and you reach out a lot, but get shut down most of the time, so what really is there to reach out to anymore? ^^^ that's what wolfgang said about me. he said i'm secluded. but the scary part is, that's rite. all of that. not so much of the family part, but kinda. it freaked me out when i read it. because it really is true... what i really don't get, is why is it that, i'm there for my friends. i listen to them. i ask how they are. i make myself open for them. i ignore things i'm doing, to talk to them. if i'm not in a good mood, i put that aside, and i listen to them. if i have my own problems, i ignore them, just to hear theirs. but it feels like i don't get that back in return.....