i listen to you talk... your talking about another relationship that hasn't worked out for you again... i try to comfort you.. i try to think of things to say... but really i have no idea what to say... because it almost puts me through a pain... just listening to the things you say... makes me ack for things that i haven't had... and probably never will... i keep quiet about what i feel inside.. and continue to listen... but you don't understand.. just how lucky you really are... to have so many people willing to go out with you... i kno it doesn't last very long, but thats just cuz a few things might go wrong... but the feelings are still there... well can't you just for once... think about those that might have never had that feeling... the feeling of liking someone, and having them like you back... and you two actually being together... having someone around, that deeply cares about you... and truly wants you to be happy... that can hold you when your sad... hug you when your down... kiss you when you frown... do you really not get how lucky you are? and you just get depressed all the time about the things that go on... when really... they aren't that bad... you get dumped.. i kno, its really not something good.. you loose someone you care bout.. but, you always have friend that will always be there.... and you obviously get over it soon.. because a few weeks after that, you end up with someone else again... but i wish, that just once... you wouldn't complain about loosing someone... i wish you would just think of the joy of having someone...