god i fuckin hate my mom. she pisses me off so fuckin much. and really knows how to make me feel like shit. she makes me feel fuckin stupid. like i can't do anything. and gets mad at the littlest fuckin things. i don't fuckin get it. i messed up on one fuckin quiz, and it didn't even lower my grade that much. but nooo, she just has to go and fuckin freak out bout it. god damn. she needs to shut the fuck up. and then she's sayin i shouldn't get spider-man 2. what the fucks up with that? just cuz of that one fuckin time? are you fucking kidding me?? god damn. she's pissin me off so fuckin much lately. it reminds me of all the times when i used to... eh, do something that i shouldn't have. i didn't really do it because of her, but hell, she didn't help the fuckin problem. i fuckin hate feeling like shit all the time. my friends got problems, and alot of them are bein fuckin gay. and if they don't have problems with me, they got their own problems. and i take them on, even if they dont give a shit. and i shouldn't. but somehow, i still always do. but god damn. my mom shouldn't be puttin fuckin shit on me, that i didn't even fuckin do. i liked it so much fuckin better when she was fuckin gone. i miss shane. i kinda wish i had him back. but i can't. so i'll just have to forget bout it.. cuz it'll never happen.