hmm so me, amanda, lance and calvin went to the movies, ended up not seein anything. me n amanda had looked like hookers, amanda had on a pink lepord print dress, and a studded belt.. i had on a skirt and a short top kinda.. we got alot of stares... but anywho, we were walkin to ihop, and suddenly this cop pulls into a parking lot and starts flashin his lights at us, and i think amanda kept walkin, so he honked his siren soundin thingy at us. so we walk over to him, and he rolls down his window and asks calvin adn lance "so what do yall plan on doing with these ladies tonite?" and lance says "we're goin to ihop" and amanda says "yeah, we're all friends" and he's like askin us "so these are nice guys" and we say "yeah" and then i think he asks the guys something, i'm not sure... but yeah then after a min or two, he lets us go. dude that was scary. but so sad that he thought we were hookers... things still aren't good... and they got worse after a fone call i got last nite, when i was tryin to go to sleep... i really wish he wouldn't have called and asked me that... i really really wish he hadn't... that was all i needed... i mean, i had gotten happy... shane had helped.. he really had.. he had been there for me... and what happens? that lil fuck face, calls and asks me if she's online, becuase he told her he would call her, and she hadn't fuckin answered. yeah well boo fuckin hoo, i don't give a shit if she didn't answer. why the fuck you callin me and tellin me that she didn't. i mean, do you want me to keep track of her? cuz fuck that if you do. so what's the fuckin point in buggin me, just to see if she's online, so that way you could tell her to answer her damn fone. yeah well fuck you for callin me. i wish you hadn't... and i kno you'll never see this.. and i'll never have the fuckin cuts to say it outloud to you.. so fuck you!