i see a pattern with everything.... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ he has a girlfriend. and i'm happy. cuz he's really happy. she's a very very lucky girl. but it's not like it matters. i could never have him... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i feel kinda pissed at my friends. i'm not sure why. i shouldn't be. there's not really a reason for it. but yet i am. it's not like they did anything. but then again... that's the problem. that they didnt do anything. that they don't seem to care.