andrew wasn't in spanish today. he went to a junior retreat. but i got to see him before he left. he saw my hair. i talked to him for a lil. then he left. alot of people said they liked my hair. i guess that's good. although i don't even talk to some of the people that told me they liked it. but that's ok i guess. but i miss my long hair. that was who i was. i always had long hair. i miss it. wish i could get it back. but guess i can't. eh. i'll have to live with it now. might as well make the best of it. peter didn't come over today after skool. that was sad. i wish he woulda. it's always fun to have him over. --------------------------------------------- i got a slight problem. if anybody can help, or even understand it. please help me. lets call one guy a, the other b, and the girl x ok, so a and x are dating but x also like b x and b at one point had made out, and had feelings for each other but a and x had always had things between them and they always go back out with each other and so b decided to give up, cuz he could never get with x but now x still likes b, and thinks that b still likes her when i don't think b does but x keeps wanting things to close with x and b when b would be better off leaving it un mentioned and i tried to tell x that, but she's getting pissed at me now. arg. i don't kno what to do. --------------------------------------------- out of all the people i like. i can't even have one of them. but i guess i can be happy in at least being their friend.