I feel bitchy today but I really don't want to. I want to be much nicer this year. I don't want to do something just because someone does it to me. Or because I'm so self centered that I think they're doing it to me. Third day back at school and I'm already counting down to the summer. I don't want to waste my life like this but I can hardly help it. I don't want to be here, except maybe to set me up for later life, so I can't help waiting until the holidays when I'm not here. School just runs me down. I can escape at home. I can do what I like, wear what I like and say what I like (to myself anyway) without anyone taking particular objection. My family don't talk behind my back about what I'm wearing just because it isn't 'right'. Ok, rant over. That was bitching, just anonymously. And not so anonymously because evryone who knows me knows who I'm talking about anyway. So that's one of the resolutions down the drain. I wish I had more willpower. ----- I've actually done my English homework. I'm so proud. And my Biology. And Mr Lennox didn't even check about the art. Very happy about that otherwise I was fucked. I'm so bored. Nan said tea would be ready in half an hour but it's an hour later and I was going to have tea early so I could go home. I'm not even hungry 'cause I usually eat about 8. But I want to go home and use a decent computer instead of this shitty one.