4.42pm I feel better about everything in my last entry. Not a lot better, but better in general. I accept some things that maybe I didn't before. But she still doesn't know that I know. Anyway, like I said, it's getting better. And it doesn't matter anyway, so I will just shut up. I feel so weird today. Not at all like it's the first day of the week. Almost like I've just come back from a really long holiday in fact, and I haven't been on the bus or in school with everyone for a really long time. It's a weird thing to say halfway through a term, and a week. I don't know why I feel like it either. I had swimming today and I was being oh-so vain about it, but I have decided that although I am trying not to be as vain, I am not going to go on about it. Which I am obviously not doing right now either. Good start. I want to go to university. I guess so do a lot of people, but I don't really want to go to learn things. I mean, I do want to because I want to get the qualifications, but school is like that, and I don't want to go into school every day. I want to go to university for the experience. I don't necessarily mean going out and getting drunk every night because to me that isn't the greatest fun I could ever have (only a personal opinion), but I really just want to be independant and be able to have my first chance of living on my own and seeing how I cope. I am Wonderwoman...