The only one I need

5.44pm
I wanted to make a new entry to highlight the fact that I am in fact feeling a lot different today. What a difference a day makes. And not only am I feeling better I'm feeling positively smiley. Your grace abounds so deeply within me. So, I suppose I should say why I'm feeling this way? For one thing I did say my entries should be more positive. But if I'm honest they're always going to reflect the way I'm feeling because I'm not so good at hiding things, especially when this is the place where I'm meant to let things go a bit. I also feel a little more independant today, like I've realised it's Ok to be happy on my own, to not rely on other people. I'm a social person by nature, my emotions will depend slightly on others, but I can sit at home reading by myself and still be happy.
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are you implying im *not* a virgin?? im offended..*looks at max*...*mumbles something to him about how it was supposed to be a secret* ANYWAY, im glad youre feeling better, this can only be a good thing, of course :) a smiley raz is a good raz, not that a non smiley one isnt...but you know what i mean.. *stops digging self into hole*
love you and miss you lots! i havent seen you for sooooooooooo long! blasphemy!
xxxxxx
i miss you too! emily only saw me last week, how can she forget what i look like, silly girl =)i know what you look like...because youre there..looking..when im getting changed, asleep, watching tv, reading, just always LOOKING...from the picture on my wall. *ahem* you and your silly holidays, you should come stay with me for a week, thatd be way more fun! love you too *snogs* xxxxxxxx