Listening to: Oasis - Underneath the sky
Feeling: uneasy
4.04pm
The day before school starts again. What a strange day. In limbo, trying to finish homework, trying to enjoy the last gasps of freedom.
Can anyone explain to me why I can't quite believe I'm fifteen already? Changing my age on my diary made me feel almost geriatric. I kind of enjoy these years, no exams (not proper ones, at least), hardly any responsibilty (I wouldn't say history prefect exactly puts the weight of the world on my shoulders).
I sat reading today for three hours straight. When am I going to be able to do that again? When I retire most likely. I don't want my life to pass by in a blur. I want to live it.
I am longsighted. And I might need glasses in six months. I think glasses are quite glamourous. Maybe my mother would disagree, but that's because she walks into big black metal bars when she gives them to me.
Where would I be without laughter?
But I was thinking of more Stratford, Ontario. I wish it was the England one, that would be pretty sweet.
~Katja
But I like flying in small planes, hence the not going to england. Although I really wish I was. It seems like a nice place.
~Katja
I know that I have to pray he'll come home safe but now that its really kicking in I can't be strong anymore :[