So wish me away

Feeling: uneasy
4.04pm The day before school starts again. What a strange day. In limbo, trying to finish homework, trying to enjoy the last gasps of freedom. Can anyone explain to me why I can't quite believe I'm fifteen already? Changing my age on my diary made me feel almost geriatric. I kind of enjoy these years, no exams (not proper ones, at least), hardly any responsibilty (I wouldn't say history prefect exactly puts the weight of the world on my shoulders). I sat reading today for three hours straight. When am I going to be able to do that again? When I retire most likely. I don't want my life to pass by in a blur. I want to live it. I am longsighted. And I might need glasses in six months. I think glasses are quite glamourous. Maybe my mother would disagree, but that's because she walks into big black metal bars when she gives them to me. Where would I be without laughter?
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Lucky.
But I was thinking of more Stratford, Ontario. I wish it was the England one, that would be pretty sweet.

~Katja
Me too.

But I like flying in small planes, hence the not going to england. Although I really wish I was. It seems like a nice place.

~Katja
Yeah for reading for three hours :D
I know that I have to pray he'll come home safe but now that its really kicking in I can't be strong anymore :[
strange, isnt it, the things that hit us about growing up? i think u must have a pretty good understanding abt life- 2many ppl dont appreciate youth nd being a kid. but when childhood gets taken away too soon u relize u miss it. at least u have the good sense to cherish the ease of just being a kid. that tells me that ur life prolly wont pass in a blur cuz u appreciate and notice it! good luck!