4.35pm I have been annoying myself recently by doing really random things, like going somewhere to do something and then getting there and completely forgetting what it was, and when I went to make an entry for some reason I clicked 'logout'. It's not big things but I feel kind of strange. Like my brain isn't processing things properly. We're getting close to the end of term now, only three more days of school. In fact, we finish very late this year, but it is of no consequence whatsoever to anyone who doesn't go to my school so it is pointless mentioning it. I don't like Christmas Carol services with school. Everyone thinks Christianity is either really boring or a huge joke. And although I know it's kind of the cool thing to hate Christainity among a lot of people right now, it does actually make me quite upset. I don't see myself as racist at all, and I don't want to say anything that might offend people, and I try to avoid it, but it does seem to me that it's completely awful to say anything even remotely have a go at Christianity for all their worth. I suppose what I'm trying to say is, if you're going to be mean, be mean to everyone. No, that's not what I'm trying to say. If you have to be mean, you might as well be mean to us. I don't want anymore meanness in the world. It's already bad enough as it is. Grace was in a snappy mood today, which made me feel less guilty about also being in a snappy mood. How does someone else being moody make my mood swings any better?