4.46pm I feel particuarly bad today, and I'm not sure why. Ok, so I didn't do well on some crappy test, but that shouldn't make me feel bad, and for some reason I've just had a really bad day today. My mum just phoned from work and we ended up arguing about what we're going to do at half term again. I just don't feel like going away to Berlin, I want to have a week to see my friends, forget about my schoolwork and help at church looking after the kids. I don't want to have to look at loads of art (which I like, but can get overloaded with), and walk for miles around a city where I can't speak the language save for asking someone what their name is and telling them I have a pet pony. Oh well, I'm sure I'm going to survive.