7.30pm You know what? I thought I might update. But you know what else? I don't have anything to say. This is so repetetive. I have a secret. Hidden. In the depths of my soul. And I'm not telling it. So there. You know I wrote that so you'd ask me. I want to feel like you want to know what's going on in my life. Thing is, it's embarrassing so I probably won't anyway. People will just rip the piss out of me. A lot. You know what's interesting? Well, nothing actually. I'm going to a disco on Friday, but that isn't even halfway interesting. For one thing it's a school disco, and Gemma will have someone to go with and I won't. And yes, I will get jealous. Not of him as such, more of the fact that she has a semi-boyfriend and I don't. So what? Why should I be jealous of that? I'm pretty, right? I have guys who want to go out with me, right? Bullshit. I should really just be happy for her. And I am, because she's happy. And I love it when she's happy. Because despite me being all stressy and stupid sometimes, I do actually love her lots. So yeah, this is my ode to Gemma. Thanks m'dear. For everything.