9.14am I'm getting thoroughly sick of seeing my last entry. I check this site every day and I hate not writing things. For some reason before today [as I force myself to write], no words would come from my fingertips. So. Here goes, my official attempt to write enough to form what might be described as an update. It's finally the Easter holidays. It doesn't feel like it yet, but maybe that will come in time. After all, this is the first day after the weekend. Church yesterday was good. For one thing, the worship was good, and although I haven't been feeling that great spiritually for a week or two, now I feel a lot better. Also partly to do with a book I have started reading. I was given it when I was baptised, but I haven't really seriously read it until last night. Also Emma, Sarah and I had a rather interesting conversation about sex out of marriage, and all things related. To find out that some people aren't as innocent as you think is surprising, and them finding it out about you is equally as strange. It changed my perspective slightly, that I was so unwilling to tell them, that maybe I should take things more seriously. Either that or I am really uncomfortable in church. That flowed easier than I expected.