3.34pm I was at Becky's youth group last night with Jono, my boyfriend. That is a weird sentence to say for me. I don't feel 'right' having a boyfriend. It's just not like me. People have been signing my belt. Sounds strange, but they have. It's a plain belt, and people have been writing things on it. Sayings, and then signing their name. It was just a random idea that I completely stole from my friend at school. So anyway, we were at youth group and everyone was writing on it, including Jono. This is where you have to try and bear with me. He wrote "Love you forever". Now, nice as that may seem, it made me go all squiffy. Because, truthfully, will he? Come on, we've been going out since Monday, he can't exactly love me. How long term can this really be? I know loads of people on Sit Diary are completely smitten with people, but I'm not. I don't think it would be entirely normal to be considering I've hardly got to know him yet. I don't know where I'm going with this. I guess I'm just thinking about when/if we break up and me ruining friendships with a number of people because of it. I guess I shouldn't even contemplate this at the moment. I'm just so confused about everything. ----- "Never buy a big family pack of toilet rolls. They are too big to go in a bag and on the way home everyone who sees you carrying it will think about you going to the lavatory."