8.49pm This year, I will: 1. be nicer to everyone 2. exercise more 3. show constraint with food 4. not bitch about people 5. not get caught up in my emotions 6. make more of an effort with people I love I served drinks to my grandparents' friends today, with my good friend Susie. We were rather good waitresses in fact. It gave me a bit of a headache, trying to fit 100 or more people into our house does end up being rather crowded and airless. I like New Year, it feels shiny and new. Last year I said I hated it because it made me look back and see how much of my life I had wasted. Stupid mood swings and their impressions on my life. How can I see the same event in two totally different ways? And no, it's not because I have changed in any dramatic and special way. It's just that I am too unpredictable. But then maybe that is a good thing. It wouldn't be good to be too predictable would it?