Listening to: The Ordinary Boys - One step forward (two steps back)
Feeling: inspired
4.24pm
I had quite a good day today, although things went a bit pear-shaped at lunchtime. I don't really want to whine, but if I don't say what's wrong then Susie will bite my ear (again).
Ok, so have we established before that my ex-boyfriend likes me again? Well, we have now. He emails this other girl, which I don't mind, but then he tells her that he's over me, I'm mean, and that I always need to prove him wrong. Maybe it was that I used to. Which might be true actually.
I shouldn't get worked up about it, 1) because I don't really want him to like me, I'm just flattered, 2) the reason I was bothered he told her he didn't like me was because he told me he did, and I don't want him to lie, 3) I am mean a lot of the time so I should just shut up and stop complaning that he's telling the truth.
Biology was good, got the highest mark on the test, which surprised me and made me in a better mood. Yes, Ok, I am one of those people who cares about schoolwork.
Plus then in English Susie and I were organising our party and it looks really good, and many people are coming in amusing costumes. No fear sit diary people, even if you can't come (gosh darn it) you will witness many grand photos and witness accounts of what happened.
i also think that (although being a male) that most guys are way more complicated then girls...and often need to find ways to prove we are able to handle ourselves...meaning your exprob doesnt want to be seen as weak about you...because if hes seen that way by others he may just have to see himself that way...if that makes sense...
keep breathing.
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