Listening to: Oasis - All around the world
7.57pm
I'm just irritating myself with the utter lack of work I appear to be doing. I'm so lazy it's unbelieveable.
I know that lots of people are doing nice important things today that should be really lovely, but I haven't even got dressed. I've just bummed around and read all day, because reading trashy teenage books make the time go past when I think I should be doing something more important. I hate wasting time, but I do it so often.
Ah well, I'll just amuse myself by leaving comments on myspace, and generally being a bit gay.
It's funny how Friday nights for other people are getting completely pissed and then falling into bed at about 3am. I suppose the bedtime is the same, but for me, I go ice skating, back to a friend's house, out to a nice Christian youth group, go home, watch TV for a bit, go online, sleep. Isn't my life just so lovely? Well the answer to that would be no, actually. Basically because I tend to make things worse than they actually are, and I dramatise things. Go me! But rather than trying to fix all this stuff, I try and hide away for long enough that it will go away. What jolly good fun.
:)
Yesterday was a bit of a brain-stretcher. It made me think the world was all wrong, and then perhaps all right again. But all I have to do is sit down and pray, and suddenly everything is alright. Oh I wish. But you know, I'm going to try to be better at this whole thing, and I hope that I can have the courage to ask for help from the only person who could ever make the difference.
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Just a BFG :)
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