I always thought that evangelism was a bad thing. It's not. Except when you send stupid letters. Sorry. I actually feel like going to the place where they sort them and asking for it back. I felt quite good today for a number of small, stupid, little reasons. But at least I felt good. In English, I gave this book which I've been reading to Becky, and there was this note in it (which I wrote) and it was all happy and it made Becky smile, which in turn made me smile. Then at lunch me and Susie went to sit on the field and it was all pretty and sunny. And then in gym we used the ropes. If you stand on the back of your tracksuit trousers and just slide, you slide halfway across the floor. And because we've already had our assessments, Mrs. Henderson let us do it all lesson. T'was very fun. So that's the reason I don't feel too bad. I was thinking today, you know they say that the way you spend new year is the way you spend the rest of that year. I guess it's true. I spent new year with my family, watching TV. And that's all I'm doing for the whole of this year. But I am making an effort right now, just for my mind in general because I'm going crazy by myself. I need to make an effort to socialise and actually make an effort with guys. Girls' schools are such pointless things.