5.44pm I tried to explain to Susie how I am feeling at the moment but it didn't work. I hate the way that I don't talk about things that mean anything, then I make a cryptic entry on my other diary, and don't explain it. Despite not liking being cryptic, I don't really want to explain the entry. It's pretty self-evident I suppose, but the finer details are not there. We have one more day of school left, and I think it will be a fun one. So I'm all Ok. I think this holiday will be a good one. Me and Fran have agreed to spend New Year's Eve together, because I tend to spend it watching TV with my family or something equally as sad, which is slightly worrying. As they say, the way you spend New Year is the way you spend the rest of the year. I did have last year's resolutions here but I don't want them here anymore. I actually did quite well with them, but I can't be bothered to write about them and things. I have quite a few ideas for my new ones but I don't want to try and attempt to be some angelic type person because I know I will fail and then just get worse than before. From life's first cry, to final breath, Jesus commands my destiny That lyric just came into my head. DAMNIT. So just thought of The Game.