Listening to: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Feeling: friendly
10.30am
I had a really good time at Scout camp. When I can find the timetable and remember half the things we did I'll explain it all bit by bit - which you know you want to hear. Because you love me and you love what I do and you love to read what I say.
Yeah.
Anyway, there's a boy at Scouts called Joe who went to my old school, and our grandmothers are friends. I haven't spoken to him properly in a while, but I'm really pleased because we got on really well.
I'm a young leader (explorer scout) with him, his older brother, one other guy and my friend Becky. His brother & Becky didn't come on camp, so it was me, him & John. We shared a dining shelter (tent without sides), but we're not allowed to share tents boy/girl. We're doing a survival badge, which meant that we have to build outside shelters. Our was damn amazing, if I do say so myself. We ended up sleeping in it two nights.
I'm trying to tell myself that I don't fancy either of them.
That's the problem with me, as soon as I'm friends with a guy, I can't help but imagine being more, and that makes me think I fancy them when I don't.
Sometimes I don't even make sense to myself.
Anyway, this John guy was really lovely (that's Joe's friend - confused yet?) and when I was sleeping about 3 inches away from him I did start thinking stupid things. But he has a girlfriend anyway.
Ha, I slept in the middle of the woods between two guys and there's nothing dodgy going on - progress, no?
(Maybe not for some people, but I need to learn the art of friendship with the opposite sex).
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Just a small plug for my story [stolen] which I have now started a new story on. I didn't like the old one.
i know exactly how that is.