Spinning round in circles

I can't stop the stupid thought cycles. They hurt my mind. And I can't stop them. I wish I could just stop thinking about things. I will help you. All you have to do is ask. I'm sorry for all the shit in the last entry (not the one I deleted, the one that's still there). I just needed somewhere to put things. And now I have confirmation that people read over my shoulder. Mind you, it's only my nosy grandfather, telling me that this site was "unappropriate" (e.g. I said fuck.) LEAVE ME ALONE. ----- Sorry to whoever I stole this background off. I will find you and say it's you on here. I'm not trying to steal it - but it's pwetty.
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His name is Mike, we just started talking and whatnot. I'm giving up on Joel since we don't really talk anymore and whatnot. I'm calling him "HIM" though because I don't want to post his name and jynx anything but now you know
i no wot u mean
thoughts suck
susie
xHUGx
[Anonymous]
I love the new background picture and thanks for the comment. I haven't been on MSN much either because I've been at school a lot but we'll talk soon.

no thats a point...

i cant help thinking i am tho. cos nothing i do is helpful 2 ne1, then surely evrythin i do is about me.

wel just a thought process anyway
ther r those darn thoughts again
lol

xHUGx
yeah but just cos i make an impact doesnt mean wot u notice is summat that i do deliberately.
I know all about that so he's going to be called "HIM" for a while until I figure things out. I hate jynxing things but it always happens to me so hopefully this isn't one too ..